life.

Well..it's been a while.. things have changed.
1. moving out - check.
2. "G" in process - check.
3. birth certificate - check
4. new bed - check.
5. Graduate on the honor roll - check.

i think you get the picture.. the pieces are starting to finally fall into the places they belong... however there is still a lot of major things that need to happen such as no longer a subway employee, having a vehicle.... that accomplished feeling.
I feel like everything has been done ass backwards in my life - i think its just where im at right now.. but still never the less.
June is going to be insanely crazy for things going on, things happening, everything and then some.

i would love to be able to be in a position of where getting pregnant and starting a family was an option - but its not. I have no more patients to put up with petty bullshit anymore either especially being this stressed out... theres soo much to do and pack but its hard just trying to find the time - and that makes it worse especially when i cant pack anything up for a couple more weeks anyway.

I am sure there will be certain people who wont be able to say anything positive about it and let me tell you i will be damn sure reality sinks in to them and i will lay it all out.

------------ i'm done for the night.

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